Lord,
I just thank you so much for all that you are doing in my life. It is amazing that I am going to be married in 75 days. God...thank you for reminding me who you are, and what you have for us. It is so difficult sometimes because God I don't want to trust you sometimes. I don't know why....but I want to do it my way so often. I know that's not the way it should be. God i sometimes want so badly to be in the leaders seat. I want to sit on the throne.
HELP ME trust you Lord. I know it feels like I Say this all the time but oh...I really need the strength you can give alone...because things are great but at the same time Lord It feels like its all going to be too much to handle.
