Thursday, March 13, 2014

Growing pains

Lord,
Thank you so much for my fiance, and just the wisdom He has in what you have for us. thank you for reminding us that you are growing us, making us trust you...because the future we have is going to be one in where we need you every second of everyday we need to be trusting you...
  God I am scared about our wedding how it's going to turn out...I am afraid for our future with money...Lord I am trying so hard to find a job.and nothing seems to be coming together for me here. What are you trying to tell me? I am earnestly asking...and begging for an answer.because Lord I want to know what you have for our future. Is it just to trust with what we have right now? and to know that you are in control? God I am going to trust you because I know how good you are and how you do what is best for us.
 Lord in other ways I am so excited for our future because regardless of what happens we are going to be together and that is the most important of all things... Help me grow  closer to you....I know that I have such little faith..especially with everything going on.Help me with that. 
Nicholas is the most caring most wonderful patient man, and I am such a hard thing for him sometimes. I deff challange him and Lord..Help him grow lord and help me grow so that I can allow him to grow. I do not want to hinder him and our ministry...Lord that terrifies me. 
 I want to lift up everyone involved in the wedding....Lord help them from this moment forward even just having their hearts prepared for what you are going to do that day. I pray that the people who aren't saved that are going Lord would just understand exactly what you have for them...and that you would allow them to see your love for what it is...and allow our love to be a picture of that Love....
 ooh Lord....give me wisdom in the ways that i talk to people...people want my opinions, and they want my thoughts but i want to give yours oh God...
 I want to give yours
 <3 

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